The First Time

The first time this happened, I rearranged a kick ass piece of music for a play...
the second time it happened, I decided to kick start an A cappella group...
then each time it happened, something Big started...
first pop musical, then Integrated Expressions, followed by several other musicals, then the huge sci fi musical...

Now... I feel it again.

It is that certain indescribable numbness that hits right in the pit of the stomach... and releases this sort buzz... which is kinda persistent and thumps at the top my head every night till I know what to do with it. And for now, xanax... tramal... neurofen + piriton ... are not working at all.

It has to be an Idea to get it to stop.

I need an idea!